"Indeed We created man, and We know what his own self whispers to him."

-Al-Qur'an 50:16-

Saturday, July 19, 2008

Where do I stand?

Yaa RABB!
Where do I stand with you?
I dread the day I must face you, naked, scared, and alone
Ya Allah my sins are these that you can see and my heart you know better than me
Light upon light
While I'm alive I ask for light upon light
By the dawn searching my tired face eagerly for some sign I've gained this light
The wind blows a dog barks and I wonder if it means something
If it means I repel or reject your beautiful angels
As you know, some times I ask them, beg them, not to write
YA RAB!
I have none but YOU, wont you answer me?
My eyes swell, heart aches, mind worries...
When I read hadith that warns of people like me
Ya Allah wont you answer me?
This is me, as you can see
Where do I stand with you?